girls just wanna have fun

I woke up this morning a little dazed, wondering if the events that transpired last night actually happened. And I wasn't even drinking! Kassey, Jenny, Vanessa, and I took Rachel out last night for her 'last night on the town' as a single woman before she gets hitched next weekend. I arrived late since I was at Luke's rehearsal dinner (he gets married today!) and I'm directed by Kass to meet them at Sophia's in Davis. I come to find them at a table in the middle of the bar with Rachel in a faux veil and a sash reading "bride-to-be"---classic bachelorette attire. The next hour was spent asking any guy that passed by to sign the bride (only her arms were available for signing....other places were off limits of course). We met Enrique, who claimed to be a firefighter by day and allegedly a stripper-on-request by night. We met an Irishmen who had just returned from his own honeymoon and gave a thumbs up to marriage. We met Tim, a guy who surprisingly confided in us ( upon Kassey telling him that Rachel was abstaining from sex until marriage) that he waited until he was 22 to have sex, which he felt was like 1000 years. Several guys asked Rachel if she deserved to wear white, and all of them were shocked to discover she actually was still a virgin. However, I was interested to find many of them said in a genuine tone "I totally respect that" instead of completely scoffing at the idea. Even though it seems 99% of the world isn't practicing abstinence until marriage anymore, it was refreshing to see that this is still a cherished concept for some.
While walking back to our cars, a group of three Scottish fellows begged for a ride to Jack in the Box, down a few blocks. Normally, I wouldn't be an idiot and allow 3 random guys in my car, but something about the Scottish accent is so disarming that I couldn't resist. So me, Kassey, and three drunk Scottish guys crammed into the car while they told us "the two of yous complete me" and other such gibberish. It was a hilarious memory I'll never forget. After safely transporting these jolly blokes to their greasy fast-food destination of choice, we were off to my house for ice cream, a chick flick, and more wedding talk. All in all, a fabulous evening.

everything's coming up roses

I've had a pretty spectacular week. Here's why:

-Robin and Mike's wedding was a great time. The highlight for me was feeling like I was in a scene from a musical as a group of ADX girls and some guys sang along and danced to the medley from "Grease" that the DJ played. SO fun!

-We took a quick trip down to USC before the wedding to see my brother. He's in a summer film program there, and he was telling us all about the short film he's casting for...exciting stuff!

-We got to spend time with Kate and Chris in Santa Barbara after the wedding. They even made us a "welcome" cake (funfetti!) as a surprise...how sweet is that?

-I have another short work week since we are heading down for Jenna's wedding on Friday. Wedding #2 of 6 this summer!

-And finally........I just found out that DAVID GOT MOVED TO A DAY SHIFT AT GENENTECH! After having worked the graveyard shift for over two years, it's about time! This means we'll actually get to spend our nights together instead of him being gone 4 nights out of the week. We'll be able to have a normal weekend schedule, instead of him being asleep all day on Sundays. We'll be able to take weekend trips without him having to request Saturday night off. Oh, it's going to be glorious.

So yes, I'm one happy girl at the moment. I think I could quite literally jump for joy =)

Oh say, can you see

It was quite nice to have the celebration of America's independence on a Wednesday this year.... breaking up the work week into two blocks of two days each with a day off in between is something I could most definitely get used to. We had a good old fashioned BBQ at our place today and a delicious spread of grub: hambugers, corn on the cob grilled with butter and garlic powder, baked beans, mango margaritas (thanks Browns!), fresh guacamole with chips (thanks Blaines!), and Jello cake. It was an ideal mix of good conversation, Scattegories, and gorging on food.
The Davis fireworks show ended the evening and was actually pretty impressive. Before the show, the mayor had everyone stand up and sing the national anthem and it was really cool to hear everyone singing along to a song that was written so long ago in a different era, yet it still instills the same sense of pride in being a citizen of this country. Over the past few days, I've had several conversations with people about some of our nation's biggest problems (the war in Iraq, health care crisis, the state of the education system, etc.) and yet I need to remember that even though America DOES has some major flaws to fix, we at least have the freedom and opportunity here to fix them.
So happy birthday America, my country 'tis of thee.

constant motion

I've been wanting to post something of actual depth on here, rather than just a few sentences, but life has just gotten in the way I suppose. So the catalyst for me actually writing this entry was receiving my first traffic ticket today (I guess you actually need to make a complete STOP at a stop sign, who knew?). I need some kind of distraction from realizing I will have to throw $180 down the tubes for this error of mine....and blogging is indeed a dandy tool of distraction.

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A week ago, thousands of students graduated from UC Davis. I helped out at two campus commencement ceremonies as a staff volunteer, and as I watched all the graduates anxiously line up to walk across the stage and receive their diploma, I couldn't help but reflect on how much has happened since I walked across that same stage two years ago. Marriage, buying a house, deaths in the family, friends getting pregnant, all the health issues with my mom, and getting a new family dog. However, I also realized how much has stayed the same in those two years---having a majority of my close friends live around the Sac area, seeing my parents almost more than I did when in college, and working on the campus of my alma mater. I wonder if this is a reflection of being resistant to or scared of moving on. My thoughts go back and forth on this question. Why wouldn't I want to be near my community of friends and family? Why not take advantage of having the easy career transition from being a student to being staff on a campus that I love?
But then a part of me wonders if I am just sheltering myself from growing up and expanding my horizons. Do I lead too stable of a life? IS there such a thing as having too much security? What is it I really want to do as a career and am I just stalling this discovery by working on campus? I know I'm just adding to the chorus that a million other twenty-somethings in America are singing. But I can't help it.
Don't get me wrong, most days I'm completely satisfied with my life circumstances. But then there are those moments that I daydream about what it would be like if David and I threw all caution and responsibility aside and moved to the East Coast for a year. Or if we took an unpaid sabbatical from work to go on a summer-long mission trip to Africa. But I'm quickly jolted out of this line of thinking when I remember how we have been blessed with owning a home, which requires a little something called paying a mortgage. There's not quite as much room for spontaneity when that house payment is due every month.
So through my conflicting feelings of how much has changed or hasn't changed, I ultimately want to remain thankful for the life I lead while also remaining open to the life that is waiting for me on the not too distant horizon.

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On a completely non-philosophical note, I have completed the School of Rock sampler I promised myself I would make. It is a 3 disc customized compilation of my favorite influential artists and songs that were covered in the History of Rock class I audited. Just as I think it is important for all Americans to be educated in the major events of our nation's history, I feel it is just as necessary to be educated in the music that has served as an integral soundtrack to some of these major events over the last 50 years. In my mind, you can't separate the massive backlash against the Vietnam War from Creedence Clearwater Revival's "Fortunate Son" or the feminist movement of the 1960's from Aretha Franklin's "Think" or "Respect". This mix is my meager means of trying to spread a (very) condensed version of musical education to the masses. If you would like a copy, all I request is that you give me blank CD's and I'd be happy to burn it for you.

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My brother, Steve, has officially started his 2 month film program at USC! I am so proud (and jealous) of him! Want to get his perspective on being a complete newcomer to the film industry? Go to his blog here.

Alright folks, time to try to be somewhat productive today. Peace.

A battle of unusual proportions

I just witnessed the third annual Epic Quad Battle. It was a glorious example of why I enjoy working on campus. Where else could I experience such things?

a week in the life

Things I'm excited about this week:
-the '24' season finale
- the LOST season finale
-going to see Harry Connick, Jr. on Thursday night
-the "School of Rock" lecture on 80's music
-watching the American Idol finale with Bronween
-the upcoming 3-day weekend

Things I'm not excited about:
-the cold it seems like I'm developing


Well, at least the good outweigh the bad =)

nothing's ever black or white

SPOILER ALERT: Do not read if you did not watch Grey's Anatomy tonight.

So who else thought that tonight's season finale of Grey's was totally depressing? It was like a downward spiral of hopelessness. I know that there are supposed to be unresolved issues in a finale, but COME ON! Meredith and Derek might be over? George failed his intern's exam? Callie got chief resident instead of Bailey? Burke left Christina on their wedding day?! What the crap people......what the crap?

i'm in puppy love!

My parents just got a cavalier spaniel puppy, and now, as far as I'm concerned, all is right with the world! The little guy doesn't have a name yet, but hopefully my family will come to a consensus soon. Ok, now I'm going to get all cliche and girly: he's so cute!!!!

UPDATE: The puppy has been officially given the name Milo (my brother gets the credit for that one!)

the pursuit of knowledge

Once you are out of the college realm for a while, you come to realize how much you miss learning new things. Yes, it's nice to not have midterms and finals and papers and the other academic stresses that go along with being a college student. But the core of the academic experience---the opportunity to learn about about a new subject ---is sorely missed once that opportunity is not as readily available as it is when you're a student. At least, that's what I have discovered. Luckily, I work on a university campus which means that I can still pretend to be in 'student mode'. This means taking advantage of having UCD library privileges and auditing classes. I would say that one of the main benefits of working on campus, behind the large amount of vacation and holiday time, is being surrounded by an intellectual environment. It has inspired me to expand my knowledge of the world.

And so, I am auditing another class this spring: History of Rock Music. I love it. The lecturer is a musician from the Bronx (with the strong accent to prove it) who has toured with Sting, Simon and Garfunkel, and Madonna and has played keyboards on numerous albums. He is definitely a character and it is enjoyable just to watch his crazy antics during class. I especially enjoy when he goes into one of his recording studio stories. I feel like my musical horizons are expanding and I am in the process of creating my own "School of Rock" CD library based on this class. It will include all the Beatles albums, and select albums from other influential artists of the 50's, 60's, 70's, and 80's such as Bob Dylan, the Beach Boys, the Rolling Stones, Led Zeppelin, and Stevie Wonder. If you'd like a mix, just let me know =)

In addition to auditing a class, I've also been trying to read more. I just finished a great book called "Freakonomics" by Steven Levitt, an economist at the University of Chicago. Basically, Levitt uses economics to explain things that seemingly have nothing to do with economics, like the secrets of the Ku Klux Klan or the structure of crack gangs. For someone like myself who was an econ. major (but is not using my major at all) it made me proud to see that Levitt is bringing economic principles to the masses in a book that is a surprisingly interesting read.

My point to this long rambling post? Never stop learning. Rent a documentary. Read a newspaper article (no, not something from PEOPLE...a real newspaper). Look up a previous President on Wikipedia and read about their administration. Join a book club. Go see a local play. Anything that involves stimulating your brain, the possibilities are endless. As educator Anthony J. D'Angelo says: " Develop a passion for learning. If you do, you'll never cease to grow."

finding refuge in chaos

"He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart."
~Psalm 91:4

In times of tragedy like this, it is heartening to know that Jesus grieves with us in our suffering. My prayers go out to the Virginia Tech campus and the families of the victims.

under the sea

Last night, I heard Robert Ballard speak at the Mondavi Center and it was definitely an educational experience. Ballard is a a famous oceanographer most known for his discovery of the remains of the Titanic in 1985. However, he didn't talk much about this famous expedition because he was really excited to share about the current work he is doing in the Black Sea.

First, some background: unlike other bodies of water, the bottom of the Black Sea has low levels of oxygen due to the fact that it is a basin where the deep waters do not mix with the upper layers of water that get oxygen from the atmosphere (thank you Wikipedia!) Therefore, Ballard had an ephiphany about ten years ago where he realized that he might be able to find ancient shipwrecks preserved at the bottom of the Black Sea, since the "ocean termites" that normally feed on wood debris can not survive due to the low levels of oxygen.

To make a long story short, Ballard and his crew have gone on three expeditions since 2000 into the depths of this sea and have found remains from ancient Roman ships. He described how the remotely operated vehicles used in these expeditions came upon the wooden mast of a ship (picture to the left) that went down sometime between the 3rd and the 5th century, PERFECTLY PRESERVED. They also found wine jugs scattered along the ancient trade route that is now the bottom of the sea. And here's the kicker, Dr. Ballard said the most surprising find was a dead dolphin. He said that this dolphin wasn't found decaying, but that it too was preserved so well that it looked like it was sleeping.

So what does this mean? Well, Dr. Ballard is scheduled to go on his next expedition in the Black Sea this August, and he believes that if any crew members went down with their ships, they might be lying on the bottom of the sea along with the other debris. And he believes that these corpses, just as with the dolphin, would also be preserved so well that they would appear to be only sleeping. Can you imagine if this discovery actually happens? Just the thought of discovering the bodies (not skeletons, BODIES) of people that died in shipwrecks 1500 years ago is outrageous...could it be possible?

Ballard also talked about the concept of "ocean museums", which is essentially the idea of using virtual technology to bring the public to the sites of the Titanic, the Black Sea, etc. I was touched by this man's passion for discovery and even more important, by his passion for bringing such discoveries to the masses. Click here to learn more about his work and how you can view his expedition in August through streaming video!

why?

This song chokes me up every time.




Happy Easter =)

I am a dreamer...take me higher

I found this very cool website from another friend's blog called Imagini---basically, you choose an image that you associate with a certain word (art, music, freedom, etc.) and at the end, it gives a cool description about yourself. You can see my own results below.

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

stream of consciousness

I tried to make cinnamon cookies last night. Tried being the operative word. Unfortunately, I confused baking power for baking SODA and the cookies were inedible. Like literally, David spit one out of his mouth after sampling one. Haha, so much for trying to be all domestic.

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I'm back into watching American Idol, it's just too entertaining to be missed. And I'm not necessarily referring to the contestants being entertaining, although some of them definitely have serious talent (I think Melinda is my fave so far). The entertainment for me comes from watching Ryan Seacrest and Simon Cowell have a verbal catfight every week, as well as watching whatever crazy antics Paula Abdul pulls. I guess it just proves the inevitable point that a crazy freak show makes for good TV.


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I love Pandora.com. I've been using this streaming radio site to create a customized station that has become like my own personal DJ during my work day. Where else would I be able to listen to Frank Sinatra, Regina Spektor, The Temptations, Keith Urban, and Jimmy Eat World all on one station? I must say, hearing my favorite compliation of artists and songs flow through my computer speakers keeps me sane during those slow afternoons in Walker Hall.


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I watched "The Last Kiss" last night while David was at a Kings game. It wasn't as terrible as several people told me it was going to be, but it was certainly a more jaded look at relationships than most Hollywood films. It left me wondering how many people in their 20's in American society go into a marriage with the firm belief that it's actually going to last for a lifetime. I think more and more couples have the "hope" that it's going to work out, but not the solid conviction that their marriage will truly be able to weather all of life's ups and downs. Which makes me realize that I must sound incredibly naive to people when I say that I know I will be with David for the rest of my days. As Zach Braff's character says in the movie, "A wedding is just...so...final." Oh, really?

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I'm hungry, off to enjoy my leftover Pluto's sandwich!

i'm so excited, i just can't hide it

Guess where I'll be May 24th? In San Francisco seeing Harry in concert!! It's been FIVE YEARS since I've seen him live. He's a brilliant performer....I can't wait!

This won't do him justice, but watch anyway:

all we are is dust in the wind

It was a good weekend because it really provided a nice escape from the stress of the last week. PF Chang's and Rick's Dessert Diner on Friday with David made for an excellent date night, something we haven't had in a while. Saturday we slept in, did some house cleaning, ran some errands, and watched "The Departed". Sunday was church, then lunch with some other people from Threshold at Guadalajara's and then hanging out with Krystle at Borders for over two hours. Oh, and did I mention that the weekend temperature high was around 80 degrees? I gleefully wore my flip-flops after several months of them hiding in the back of the closet.

Needless to say, it was one of those weekends that made me feel content with the world. A husband I love, fellowship with friends, yummy food, sunshine---yeah, life is good.

Then I got to work this morning, and learned that someone in our department passed away over the weekend. His death was completely unexpected--he was a seemingly healthy, 47 year old man. He was admitted to the hospital a week ago, was diagnosed with Autoimmune hemolytic anemia on Wednesday, and on Friday night he died. Whoa.

Now I didn't know him very well because he worked in a program in our department that is actually in a building off campus, so it wasn't as much an emotional blow (as I know it was to the people who actually worked with him) as it was just the shock of how sudden the death was. I know people die suddenly every day in car accidents, terrorist bombings, etc. but it is still just hard for me to comprehend the abrupt nature of death sometimes. Like with this situation, one week, you're perfectly healthy, the next week you're a victim of a fatal disorder. I need more time to process things and have closure, and this kind of sudden death doesn't allow for that.

So with this news, I view my weekend with a truly grateful heart at the life I live and just pray that I can continue to have this attitude towards my life until the day it ends.

A little pearl of wisdom

This made me laugh. I love Dwight Schrute.

got my popcorn and junior mints

Since television has really been my media of choice over the last year (it's hard to keep up being addicted to 5 shows!), I've been on a sort of an unintentional movie fast. Well, I broke that fast over the last few weeks and went on a movie binge--I watched three movies and the entire broadcast of the Academy Awards just last week alone. Here are some thoughts:

Half-Nelson
A small, independent film that got some main-stream recongition with Ryan Gosling's nomination for a Best Actor Oscar. The premise sounds cliche---a young teacher in a ghetto New York neighborhood trying to make a difference---except for one little detail: the teacher is hopelessly addicted to crack. Gosling's performance is brilliant in the way that he really causes the audience to experience two extremes of emotion: you feel genuinely frustrated with his character's apathetic attitude towards his addiction yet you sympathize with the possibly of why he became addicted in the first place. Shareeka Epps stars as the student who discovers her teacher's secret and they form an unlikley bond that grows throughout the rest of the movie. However, not all problems are solved at the end of the movie, only the glimmer of hope that change might occur. Overall, I would give it a 3.5 out of 5 for the performances of Gosling and Epps and for the original plot.

Flags of our Fathers
I never really enjoyed Clint Eastwood as an actor, but I definitely appreciate him as a director. Eastwood brings to life the story behind the six men who raised the American flag at the Battle of Iwo Jima, only three of which actually left Iwo Jima alive. This moment holds a place in Amercian history forever due to the famous photograph that caught the six men putting up the flag. It's a war movie in the sense that it has several long scenes, similar to Saving Private Ryan, of actual battle. But I would not just limit it to the war genre. It's an engaging look at the personal drama that each of the men who were part of the photograph went through as they are all caught in the paradox of being publicly hailed as heros when they truly believe that this title is undeserved. I give it a 4 out of 5.

Babel
I know people who loved this movie and people who considered it a waste of two hours they will never get back. I fall in between these two extremes, but I will say that I am glad I saw it. As cheesy as it sounds, I felt that watching this film with three interwoven stories allowed me to take a (short) global journey between the primitive deserts of Morrocco, the hectic urban frenzy of Toyko, and the boisterous energy of a wedding in Mexico. I wouldn't say that this is a profound movie, but rather a subtle reflection on the good and the bad of human nature. There are no grand statements made here, leading some to feel that as a whole the movie was pointless. However, I appreciated that there was no message being shoved down the audience's throat, which allowed the meaning of the film to be interpreted in a unique way by each individual viewer. If you're in a contemplative mood, I'd recommend it. 3.5 out of 5.

Academy Awards
Highlights for me: the song by Will Ferrell and Jack Black, Martin Scorcese finally winning an Academy Award, and the sound effects choir

What movies are next on my list? Zodiac, Stranger than Fiction, and The Departed

a musical, a Superman suicide, and some stretchy pants

I saw three movies over the weekend. Here's my two cents:

"Dreamgirls"- (4 out of 5 stars) This movie is definitely very entertaining and very visually appealing. However, I was surprised that the music in the movie wasn't as good as I thought it was going to be. There were several overly sugary ballads that I thought dragged on for too long, but there were also several fun upbeat numbers so it all balanced out. I thought the movie was cast well--Jennifer Hudson, Beyonce, and Eddie Murphy all fit their roles perfectly. However, I do NOT think that Murphy deserved a supporting actor nomination---although he played his role well, I didn't really feel like he was stretching himself that much. Overall, this is another great musical made into a movie and I'll even consider buying it when it comes out on DVD.

"Hollywoodland"- (3 out of 5 stars) Ben Affleck stars as George Reeves, the actor who first played Superman on TV in the 1950's and ended up committing suicide. The main plot concerns a private investigator (Adrien Brody) trying to discern whether Reeves' suicide was actually a murder. The film trys too hard to be like "L.A. Confidential", but never quite achieves that kind of greatness. It is an interesting story though and Affleck does a good job at capturing the disdain George Reeves felt towards his Superman role, which he felt prevented him from being taken seriously as an actor. This is definitely not an uplifting movie, but rather a gritty character study.

"Nacho Libre" - (2 out of 5 stars) This movie gets only two stars because there are only two main reasons to watch it: if you're a die-hard Jack Black fan or a die-hard Napoleon Dynamite fan (it was directed by Jared Hess, who also directed 'Napoleon'). I wasn't expecting this movie to be profound on any level, but I WAS expecting it to be funny. The quirky and ridiculous humor that worked in some magical way in "Napoleon" did not really work for this movie---instead, many of the supposedly funny parts were just embarrassingly pointless (why did there need to be a scene with Black's character rubbing poo in someone's face?). I will say though, that this movie did have a cute and uplifting theme, so you didn't feel like the plot was a total waste.


In other movie news, I'm excited to rent 'Half Nelson' and 'The Departed', they just came out on DVD today!

reflections

In the last week, I've learned the hard lesson of letting go of an expectation, and replacing it with the peace of knowing friendships don't need formalities or titles to mean something really special. Although this was a tough lesson, I think ultimately it provided an opportunity for God to teach me how to swallow my pride and replace it with understanding and support for a friend who really needs it.

In the last week, I've learned how fun it is to rediscover old songs on my piano. I found the sheet music to Mozart's Turkish March last Saturday, and it's weird how my fingers quickly remembered the notes of a song I haven't played since high school. I definitely love the challenge of tackling an old classical piece.

In the last week, I've learned how neat it is to know that I will soon be an official member of a church. David and I finished the last part of a new member series offered by UCC, and I really enjoyed hearing the background of the Covenant church in general, as well as the history of UCC in particular. I think making a commitment to a church is important, and I feel this was an important step for David and I to take.

I look forward to seeing what I learn in the coming week (month, quarter, year)....

here's to the nights we felt alive

Friendships are so key in this life. Even Jesus, the human version of GOD, needed fellowship and found it within his twelve disciples. Friends make live worth living instead of just getting through. And sometimes you have those experiences where you just stop and realize how precious true friendship is.

This weekend was one of those experiences for me. On Saturday night, one of my dearest friends, Rachel, got engaged. Her fiance had the fantastic idea to organize all of her closest friends to be at his apartment to surprise her with an engagement party directly after the proposal. Looking around the room, it was amazing to see a group of us that first met each other in a bible study during freshmen year and I felt so blessed that we've all stayed friends throughout the years and have been able to see each other get engaged, get married, find jobs, and become 'grown-ups'.

The weekend continued...Sunday was the ADX Alumni get-together in San Francisco and sixteen alum were there! Someone mentioned, "wow--we all look so much older" and again it just caused me to wax nostalgic about first meeting these girls as a little freshman in college, unsure and skeptical about joining a sorority. I would never have guessed that so many of them would become lifelong friends. And again, I thanked God for the gift of friendship. And I know I can never thank Him enough.

A musical onion

Some of the most powerful music I've heard is when it is in it's most basic form: one person, one instrument. There's something about hearing a song stripped of everything except the most basic elements, where I feel like it's being played just for me. Well, last night after doing some web browsing, I came across a video of Imogen Heap performing one of her songs in a most unique way--using only her voice and some clapping, she created layer upon layer of the song as she went. I'd label it 'techno- acapella'. I was amazed at the simplicity and complexity of the song all at once. Instead of me rambling on, watch for yourself:

Bauer power

The new season of '24' has arrived, the wait is finally over....

burn out bright

Christmas has come and gone. So has New Year's Eve. So has our 4-day cruise. So has my two weeks of glorious vacation time.

Usually, after big events like these pass, I experience a "post-event" melancholy where I become sad and disappointed that it's over. I've found that this is rather useless, because then I tend to miss the full joy that the event brought in the first place.

However, it seems that for once I am actually content with all of the holidays and vacation coming to an end. I enjoyed every moment with family and friends over the last few weeks, but I must admit that I am relieved in a way to be done with all the hurry and flurry and look forward to getting back into the normal flow of things.

As for New Year's resolutions, I don't have a long list this year. Of course, I could definitely come up with a long list as I've done in the past, but I've realized that perhaps it would be more effective to have one main goal for myself that could apply to several areas of my life. In the last few days I've pondered what I really want to accomplish this year and the answer came to me in the lyrics of a new song off of the new Switchfoot album:

if we've only got one try
if we've only got one life
if time was never on our side
before i die i want to burn out bright




In essence, I want to start living more purposefully. I feel that I have been stagnent in my spiritual walk for too long and I'd like to take steps to change that---studying the Bible and praying consistently would be a good place to start. I want to take action in serving others and seek out opportunities where I can do so, instead of just sitting around and thinking about it. I want to be purposeful in my friendships, in figuring out what I want my next career move to be, and in constantly pursuing a stronger marriage. I don't want to get stuck in the mud of complacency, I want to be able to say that in 2007, I moved forward.

All the riches of the kings end up in wills

So Christmas has always been a huge deal for me in every way, shape, and form. I love everything about the holiday. There's the obvious joy as a Christian in celebrating the birth of Jesus and pondering the infinite mystery of God becoming man. Then there are the little things about this time of year that also bring joy to my heart: seeing all the decorations at the malls, baking and decorating gingerbread men, my Dad's once-a-year Christmas breakfast casserole, iceskating, and scouting out which houses have the best light display are among the few.

I must admit though, however shallow it sounds, that a large part (if not the main part) of Christmas for me throughout most of my life has been about presents. My younger brother and I had a tradition of coming down the stairs with our eyes closed, in order to maximize the surprise of Santa's gifts that awaited us under our mantel. And I'll be honest, I didn't stop wondering what Santa was going to bring me each year until I was in sixth grade. Yes, that's right, I believed in Santa until I was 12 years old (laugh it up!). But even after the reality of Santa was exposed, I still eagerly anticipated what I would receive each year under our mantel.

It wasn't until my senior year in high school that pangs of guilt for my materialism started to happen. I don't really remember what the catalyst was, but it was at this point that I realized that my expectation of gifts was at times outweighing the true meaning of the holiday. I realized that if I didn't get what I thought I needed, I would be disappointed. Shameful to admit, but true.

Several years later, I feel that I have gotten better fighting the always present battle of materialism and über-consumerism during the Christmas season. I have found that truly the best gift of all is just spending time with family and friends during the holidays. However, the monster of greed does still rear its ugly head, showing me all the cute sweaters or DVD box sets or other things I "need".

And now I come to why I even decided to write about this subject in the first place. I was faced with an interesting question last week when I heard of the website Buy Nothing Christmas from a friend. The basic concept of the site is to rebel against our consumer society and spend nothing on Christmas gifts in order to direct ourselves to a larger, spiritual perspective. My immediate thought was "I can't do that! I like buying gifts and I like getting gifts!" And then I started thinking about why.....why is it so hard for me to break free from this feeling of wanting to have more when I already have enough? Why can't I just comprehend the simple words of Jesus:

"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."

Unfortuantely, this post doesn't have a neat little ending, but rather an open-ended one, because it is still something I am wrestling with. I'd be interested to hear your thoughts......

Give thanks

Pastor Jaime gave a sermon on 'giving thanks' this morning at church, and though it was nothing profound, his words were a reminder that we are to never cease in counting our blessings. I thought I'd put this concept into action, because I realize that more often than not, I am always thinking about what I want instead of rejoicing in what I have. Here is a list of things I'm grateful for (in no particular order):

-David
-the opportunity to go to college
-the women in my life who I can be truly vulnerable with
-our house
-access to any book I want to read
-full use of all of my body parts
-always having clean water to drink
-Yahoo Music Jukebox
-a family I can be honest with
-the chance to go on a cruise with my best friends
-the freedom to practice Christianity without fear of my government hurting me
-all the unique memories of Alpha Delta Chi
-my piano
-online chat friends that make 8 hour work days go by MUCH faster
- security in knowing that God created me for a purpose

"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again, rejoice!"
-Philippians 4:4

face/off

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This is what you call procrastinating at work.

it doesn't cost a thing to laugh

"So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game
To find a way to say that life has just begun..."

~"Stop this Train", John Mayer

This weekend was non-stop action, so I'm taking some time to debrief at work by listening to Mr. Mayer, which always seems to calm me down.

I turned 23 on Sunday. It's kind of an anti-climactic age, but I had fun celebrating it none the less.

So the India.Arie concert was Friday and she is absolutely amazing in person. I know I seem to write this about every musician I see in concert, but what can I say, I just must have superb taste in artists that can knock your socks off when they perform live! Anyway, she played for over two hours and the most surprising thing to me was that after her second or third song, she prayed over the show and asked that God would use her lyrics to emotionally help people who were going through a hard relationship, just like she did a few years ago. When she sang "Wings of Forgiveness" (my fave song on her new CD), I teared up because you can tell she really does believe what she's singing. Sidenote: The Fillmore is a fantastic venue, if you have a chance to see a show there, DO IT!

Our Halloween bash was Saturday night and it was great to have such a random mix of friends there. And the winner for best costume? That honor goes to Brad Steiner and Kristen Jones for embodying (literally) "Fiddler on the Roof". Other costumes included Johnny Cash and June Carter, Arthur Dent from Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Captain Jack Sparrow, Robin Hood and his fair maiden, James Bond and his mistress, a Dodgers fan, a Sac-town thug, and Sydney Bristow from ALIAS! A full roster indeed.

Yesterday was our big family housewarming party and that was a lot of fun as well. We got to show off our place to various cousins, aunts and uncles, both of our grandmas, and the rest of our family. It really was a huge blessing to have so many people from both sides of our families there to celebrate with us.

Another dynamite weekend....all I can say is "L'Chaim!"

Our families celebrate our new home with us

Hello, old chum

Here's what I bought today:













Time to become reacquainted with an old friend. It's been far too long.

these are a few of my favorite things

1. Product (RED).
This is an amazing idea: getting a bunch of big corporations (GAP, Motorla, Armani, American Express, Apple) to create "RED" products and donate HALF of the profits of these products to the Global Fund to Fight AIDS in Africa. Bono, you are brilliant....taking advantage of Amercian consumerism and spinning it into good! I proudly bought my Product (RED) shirt yesterday from GAP and I love the fact that all the shirts were produced in Africa, which also creates the added bonus of increasing economic development in the country.

2. A fun haircut.
I've been wanting to get a haircut for some time--I haven't had one since May. However, I wanted to make sure I could find someone who would share the same glorious vision I had for what style I wanted. Megan recommended her stylist, Dawn, to me and she was awesome! She gave me exactly what I wanted and she only charged $30. I think I've just permanently upgraded from my usual trim at Great Clips.

3. Surprises from my hubby.
So David and I were talking about doing something on Friday to celebrate my b-day and then he gives me this weird look and starts mumbling about how he has something to tell me. This was kinda freaking me out a little, and then after 10 minutes, he says "look under your pillow". Well by golly, there were two concert tickets to the India Arie show on Friday at the Fillmore!! He told me how he had bought the tickets for Amy and I to go, since he knew I'd have more fun at the concert with her since we are both huge India fans. How cute is that?!?! I love how he totally surprised me, and now I get to go to see one of my favorite artists in my favorite city!

My (RED) shirt, my new haircut, and my hubby = happy Kelli

Running to catch up again

I haven't had this busy of a week in a while. For the majority of the nights the last seven days, I've stayed up past midnight---which wouldn't be that big a deal if I didn't have to do the whole 'work' thing. Blast you, alarm clock and your tortuous beeping! However, the loss of sleep was well worth it. And here's why:

Monday- ADX Rush Tea => it felt so good to be back at DCCC with fellow alum Rach, Bron, Megan, and Jodie. And I want to give a big shout out to Mrs. Jackie Caro's amazing coffee cake...yum!

Tuesday- Trivia Night @ Sophia's => Who thought that spending two hours answering 40 trivia questions ranging from reality shows to Greek mythology would be thoroughly enjoyable? It was a DHS reunion of sorts: myself, Amy, Susan, and then two guys who I literally haven't seen since high school. I'm definitely looking forward to more Tuesday Trivia nights and who knows, one of these times maybe we'll even get above 10th place!

Wednesday- ADX Pref. Dinner => all I can say is that I chose a great year to be co-advisor because the group welcomed 8 awesome pledges. I also got to know several of the newer girls who pledged last year through random conversations over dinner....I can't wait to get to know everyone better!

Thursday- Steve drove down from Chico for (what else?) a concert and stopped by to see our house. He told me about how he's going to go to this film festival in SoCal in a few weeks and wanted my opinion on what seminars to take. Man, am I jealous. Oh yeah, and David's dad drove up to help David with the patio. He thought he was just going to stay the day and leave around 6, but let's just say the project took a little longer than expected....

Friday- David and his dad spent another full day working on the patio and it makes me exhausted just thinking of how exhausted they were after they finally finished. Exactly an hour after they stopped working, we were in the Woodland Opera house with our bible study peeps watching the community production of Fiddler on the Roof. Besides the uncomfortable seats, I was very impressed with the cast's performance and it quenched my thirst for some showtunes.
Saturday- had a mini-housewarming party with my parents and my Aunt Becky and Uncle Chuck from Huntington Beach. I felt so proud to show them our house now that some of the rooms are painted and we finally got a second couch that really makes the living room look all grown up. It was a fun evening.

Well just recounting the week's events makes me realize the blessing of being surrounded by incredible friends and family! But I'm tired. I miss my bed and the fun times we used to have. So it's time to go catch up and prepare for the upcoming week---at the end of which I"ll turn 23!

what happened to big petticoats and fancy gloves?

I wanted to look nice today. Which for me, meant wearing a knee-length brown skirt, and a cute pink tweed blazer with some champagne color 1-inch heels. I found it comical that throughout my entire day at the office, I was asked repeatedly "What's the special occasion?", as if looking respectable at work indicated that there must be some huge celebration occurring somewhere. I even got asked by one of my supervisors, "Did you have an interview somewhere else today? Because if you did, you can always tell me." And she wasn't saying this in a joking sense, she was seriously worried that because I wore a skirt and heels to work, I must be interviewing elsewhere. I guess this is indicative of UCD work culture, its completely normal to wear jeans and a sweatshirt to work (unless you work with the big-wigs in the dean's office). And this is just dandy, I love the fact that I didn't have to go out and buy hundreds of dollars of work clothes because I can still wear the clothes I wore during college to work. But every once in a while, a girl just wants to get all dolled up....is that cause for alarm? Sheesh!

P.S.- The fall mix for 2006 is completed. Just throw a blank CD at me and I'll burn it for you!

just keep me where the light is

----This is a post I started on Sunday, but didn't finish until now----

Went and saw Mr. Mayer on Saturday. He was co-headlining with Sheryl Crow, but I definitely thought he would be playing last. Sadly, Aubrey and I were dismayed when John came out before Sheryl, which we were almost certain would mean we would get no encore performance from him (which is the best part!!). Unfortunately, we were right, but he still played a decent length set and was worth every penny.
I have a particularly unique bond with John’s music because I feel like as I’ve matured and made the slow transition into adulthood, his music has simultaneously done the same. I first saw him at the Greek in Berkeley back in August 2002, just as his catchy pop single “No Such Thing” was becoming big. Heavier Things came out in September 2003 and showed a more introspective and musically diverse side of John. Last year, a huge change in John’s musical repertoire was concurrent with a huge change in my life---getting married. The John Mayer Trio album was released in November 2005, and it definitely didn’t sound anything like the same guy who did Room for Squares. Anyone who has read articles on John knows that his passion is the blues. The album with his trio clearly exhibits this, and it sounds like he has found his home in a musical sense.
Then comes Continuum. For me, it’s been an acquired taste. However, this isn’t a bad thing—it demonstrates that John Mayer challenges himself to grow musically and the end result is truly rewarding. This is the most stripped down of his records, and this allows him to really bare his soul, talking honestly about the reasons for our generation’s apathy (Waiting on the World to Change), his fear of aging (Stop this Train), and the brokenness experienced in past relationships (Slow Dancing in a Burning Room, In Repair, I Don’t Trust Myself). Now it’s in my cd player non-stop and I enjoy soaking it in, one track at a time. And I realize as I listen that this is why I praise God for music, it’s ability to help me process life and all of its changes. And I look forward to what stage of life I'll be in when the next Mayer album is released.

I'm ed-u-ma-cated

Classes at UCD began today. The round-abouts are full of amateur freshmen bikers, the Quad is lined with sandwich boards urging people to "rush this" or "join that", and the CoHo is back to being incredibly crowded. Another school year has begun, folks. And it's weird that I'm going on my second year of not being a student. However, I am posing as a student on Tuesdays/Thursdays from 12-1:30, where I'm auditing a US history class. I'm doing this for several reasons:

1) I realized that I miss the opportunity you get as a college student to learn about a specific area of study every quarter

2) I had terrible history teachers in high school; therefore, I want to become somewhat educated about our country and actually know about important things like the Vietnam War and the Civil Rights Movement

3) I'm just a big dork.

In other news, we're about 2/3rds moved into our new house! We've unpacked the kitchen and the bedroom and we've got all of our furniture moved in. Now we're left with the fun part of cleaning our apartment. We spent our first night at our house last night and it was just weird. I think it will take a few more weeks of settling in for it to feel like 'home'. I continute to be overwhelmed with this blessing and I can't wait to share it with other people (in other words, come on over!)

Can I break the spell of the typical

Key-tars are cool

Went and saw the Mute Math show with my brother last night at The Underground. They are definitely one of those bands that make the crowd feel like they are part of the show versus just singing to the crowd. Definitely rockin'.

I first heard of Mute Math in Relevant Magazine about a year and a half ago and they seemed like just another Brit-rock band wannabe. But as we know, first impressions aren't always right and that was exactly the case here. Not only are the guys from Mute Math not at all British (they're from New Orleans), they're not wannabes of any kind---they have a unique sound that mixes rock, electro-pop, and new wave. And the lead singer plays a key-tar! I mean honestly, how nerdy cool is that? Anyway, if you're intrigued and interested to hear their CD, shoot me a line and I'll hook you up. To get a sampling, go here.

In other news, I'm working on a fall mix....stay tuned!

your love is better than chocolate

Nostalgia hits hard tonight. One year ago, around this time, David and I were leaving our wedding reception and heading off into the unknown world of married life. I remember being terrified and overwhelmed, excited but also melancholy. I think I felt that all the events that occur on a typical wedding day were just too much to swallow and process in just a few hours. It's like I needed a 24 hour debriefing session immediately after the wedding so I could pause a minute and reflect on what just happened. But one isn't usually afforded this opportunity, you go straight from the reception to your honeymoon with some goodbye hugs and a trail of bubbles being blown. I think the melancholy emotion I felt came from two things. One, realizing that it would be a while until there was another chance to have all our closest friends and family together in one place again. A wedding gives you the best reason to have this happen, and there aren't many more reasons that come up in life where you can have the excuse to rent out a reception hall and fill it with 200 people who have shared life with you. Secondly, I think I was just plain scared of the uncertainty of what was ahead of me.

I describe all these muddled, somewhat sad feelings that I had leaving our reception because if I had known how incredible the next year would be, I would have left jumping and dancing with joy. I don't know if I have laughed more than I have this last year (my husband's a frickin stand-up comedian folks!). I've had so many memorable experiences over the last year and most of them would not have happened if David and I hadn't been married. Not like it's been a total breeze all the time, but being married and living with my best friend has definitely raised my 'happy' quotient in life. Couldn't imagine it any other way, really. All I can say is I don't know what the next year holds, but at least I know I'll be sharing it with with him, and in the end, that's all that matters anyway.

Dazed and content

More to come later, but just wanted to say we had a fantastic time down in SoCal this weekend hitting up lots of people: David's cousin, husband and their adorable 20 month-year old daughter, my aunt and uncle in Huntington Beach, and of course, Ashy and Mark and Kate and Chris. David went to his first modern dance performance (Ashley was awesome!) and I had my first experience with Indian food (delicious....can't wait to have it again). Also, exactly one week ago on Labor Day, I had quite an experience canoeing 10 miles down the Russian River with Rach, Kassey, and Jessica. Who knew it was in me? Haha, I sure didn't.

Oh yes, and we have our FINAL house walkthrough on Thursday. We are 'this close' to having our keys......I really can't believe the Sholer Shire is almost ours =)

Goodnight, and good luck.

Songs that I can't stop playing: 'How to Save a Life' by the Fray and 'You Are My Joy" by the Reindeer Section

hit the ground running

After 2,000 miles of driving, we returned back to Sacramento last Saturday. Included in those 2,000 miles were Nevada, Idaho, a bit of Montana, and Wyoming---not to mention several hundred bison, picturesque mountain views, a restaurant called Bubba's, and a lot of wide open spaces. To be honest, it wasn't necessarily a vacation I would have chosen on my own, but I'm so glad David suggested it back in June because it turned out to be a much-needed chance to unplug--from the Internet, my cell phone, and just life in general. It was nice to stop and enjoy the simple things like having s'mores at our campfire and watching the different birds on our hikes.
Now it's back to the busy life----we're moving into our home in less than a month! Before then, we'll celebrate both my mom and dad's birthdays (my dad is hitting the big 6-0!), go down to SoCal for a weekend to see Ashley dance, celebrate our one-year anniversary (crazy...), and see a Mute Math concert with my bro and a John Mayer concert with Aubrey. Sheesh. Seems like summer is winding down and the chaos of fall begins...bring it on =)

Tryin to fit the world inside a picture frame

Some pics from our trip:

Hoping I'll see the world with both my eyes

Just wanted to let you all know the view that I will have in just a week. It will be so nice to get 'unplugged' for a week from everything, jump in a car with my honey, and experience the divine glory of being in nature. Yellowstone and Grand Tetons, I look forward to meeting you!

So here's a brief overview of my life lately in survey format:

Last book read: Velvet Elvis:Repainting the Christian Faith by Rob Bell

Currently reading: Blue Shoe by Anne Lamott

Last movie watched: The Killing Fields

What movie do I want to see next: Talladega Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby

Who I've been listening to recently: Snow Patrol, India Arie, The Tempations

Last meal I made: Navy bean soup with ham (I love our crockpot!)

Looking forward to: taking a week off work and going to Yellowstone (we leave in two weeks)!

My latest guilty pleasure: Watching "SuperNanny"

My current mission: to read more and to convince my parents to get a dog!

This will be an everlasting love

We went to our last wedding of the 2006 'wedding season' (unless there is some huge surprise that I don't know about). Katie and John tied the knot, and it was definitely a memorable event. The bridal party ceremony recessional was set to the music from "Star Wars", Katie and John entered the reception on John's motorcyle (SO cool), a plane flew over the reception site with a banner attached that said "John loves Katie", and they had a photo booth (like the ones they have in a mall) so people could receive a film-strip of 4 pictures as their wedding favor ---I loved all these unique elements of the wedding. Then there were also the normal elements that I love about weddings in general--seeing so many people I haven't seen in a while, watching the older couples bust out moves on the dance floor, the slideshow shown during the ceremony, and watching how the bride and groom look at each other during their first dance.
I'm sad that we have no more weddings to go to this year because weddings are like a shot of pure joy, and it's not that often you experience that kind of celebration in everyday life. However, I'm pretty sure that next year will hold many more weddings (I won't make my predictions public however...). So until then, I'll look back fondly on all the weddings I got to take part in this year and in a few months, I'll be celebrating my very own one year wedding anniversary! I can't even believe it....

Voyage to India

Just thought I'd share some of my favorite lyrics from India Arie's latest CD...I love it!

I wanna go where the mountains are high enough to echo my song. I wanna go where the rivers run deep enough to drown my shame. I wanna go where the stars shine bright enough to show me the way. I wanna go...where the wind calls my name
~India's Song

There's hope
It doesn't cost a thing to smile
You don't have to pay to laugh
You better thank God for that
~There's Hope

Let’s shake free this gravity of judgment and fly high on the wings of forgiveness
~Wings of Forgiveness

Sometimes I’m alone but never lonely
That’s what I’ve come to realize
I ’ve learned to love the quiet moments
The Sunday mornings of life
~Private Party

Music to my ears

CD's I'd like to hear:

Keane's "Under the Iron Sea"
India Arie's "Testimony: Volume 1, Life and Relationships"
Dashboard Confessional's "Dusk and Summer"
Guster's "Ganging Up on the Sun"

I think I'll stop by Best Buy tonight and pick up the new India Arie CD...I feel like I owe it to her to actually buy her album this time since I've burned her last two. Her music is just so uplifting--I look forward to hearing her new songs!

feels like home to me

Here's another update from the Sholer Shire. We did the frame walk-through last Friday, which is basically walking through the house to get a good look at it's innards before they put the sheetrock on. It was really surreal going through all these wires and pieces of wood knowing that in a few months, we'll actually be living in it!

Mid-September is the estimated move-in date they gave us. That would be perfect, considering our lease at our place ends October 1st.

I'm so excited to decorate our house!! It's weird, but taking trips to Home Depot are now fun because we get to look at all the possibilities for what we could do to the backyard, kitchen, bedrooms, etc.

I ramble on...

My random ramblings are as follows:

-I love love LOVE making CD compilations for people. And this weekend I was definitely productive in my CD mixing. I made a new "catchy songs" mix of all the songs currently stuck in my head for myself, a Father's day mix for my dad, and a summer rock mix for bro to send to him in Santa Cruz. I've said this before, but if there was a full-time job making specialized musical mixes for people, I would be in heaven. I'd like to think of it as my artistic contribution to the world---so please don't hesistate to ask for me to create a playlist for you!

-This weekend was another wedding, Mindy and Cory's. It was fun and ADX dominated the dance floor (see picture above for example). Another one bites the dust, folks.

-So in our bible study, we're going through the book of Mark. We only go through about one chapter each time we meet, so that there's enough time to discuss the meaty questions. Well this week, we read the passage of Mark 26:36-74 and then split up into two group to discuss. Our group ended up being all the girls in our study, and two guys: Bill, the international ministries director at our church, and Frank, the post-doc from China who just became a Christian last fall. Frank immediately wanted to talk about the part of the chapter where Peter disowns Jesus three times.
You see, Frank is going to go back to his job in China soon. His job working for the government---the Communist government that isn't so keen on Christians. Frank wanted to know what he should tell his boss and his co-workers when they asked him if he became a Christian during his visit to America. It's a tricky thing, because if Frank answers 'yes' to this question, he has the strong potential of losing his job. And by losing his job, he wouldn't be able to be an example of Christ's love to his co-workers. And it's not an issue of Frank being ashamed of being a Christian because he is so desperate to share Jesus with his peers in China. But he was just openly asking if it would be the equivalent of disowning Jesus if he didn't give his co-workers a direct 'yes' when they asked if he was a Christian.
Bill had an interesting view on the whole scenario. He asked Frank what the members of the Chinese Communist party think of when they hear the word "Christian". Frank, in his broken English, said that Christians are viewed as a large organization. Bill asked if this 'organization' was seen as a threat to the government. Frank replied that the government thinks it could be a threat and that Christians want to overthrow the Communist party. Bill then asked if Frank wanted to overthrow the government and the answer was a definite no. So Bill then concluded that it wouldn't be wrong for Frank to say he wasn't a Christian, because the concept of a Christian in China isn't what Frank resembles. Rather, Frank is a Jesus follower--no religions or organizations involved.
This conversation prompted me to think of how in similar, yet different way, the term "Christian" in America has so many organizations, people, and doctrines associated with it that it has become a distorted term to label people who actually just want to follow Jesus. Plain and simple. I wonder how someone's reaction would be different if they asked you if you were a Christian and you answered, "Actually no, I'm a Jesus follower." Even though this would be redundant, since the term Christian translates into 'disciple of Christ', I think people would react differently. It would maybe clarify things ("Oh, so you want to try and love people like Jesus did?") instead of distorting them with an inaccurate term ("So since you're a Christian, that means you hate gay people and always vote Republican, right?")
But despite whatever we say we are, it will all mean nothing if we don't follow through with our actions. So I guess the best thing I can hope for is that people know I'm a Christian, or a Jesus follower, or whatever you want term you want to use, by how I act and not by what I call myself.

And thus completes my random ramblings. Peace.

every new day

Today was a good day, plain and simple.

First, we went to Knights Landing (a small town of about 800 people 10 miles outside of Woodland) to help Cody and Diana paint their house. This couple is ambitious folks---not only are they painting the entire exterior of their house, they are ripping out a few walls in the bathroom, redoing the flooring in their bedroom and living room, and converting a small storage shed behind their house into a guest cottage. Holy crap, I'm glad we're buying our house new because I'm just too lazy and impatient for a bunch of house projects. Anyway, they treated us to a meal at the local Mexican restaurant, Los Yaquis, and I got a delicious burrito with marinated pork...mmmmm.

Then David and I took a trip to Trader Joe's, which always brightens my day. We hadn't been in a while, so we ended up buying a good amount of things we needed, but mostly things we didn't need but really wanted. The Cuban Mojito Simmering Sauce sounded too yummy to pass up. And I had to buy another box of the Vanilla Cake mix because honestly it is the best tasting white cake I've ever had. Throw in some tomato/basil hummus, Frenchberry lemonade, gorgonzola gnocchi, and butterscotch morsels, etc. and we finally dragged ourselves out before we did anymore monetary damage.

Later in the evening, I went to Mindy's bachelorette party and it's always fun to see a random assortment of ADX girls. I can't believe Mindy will be Mrs. Champagne next weekend!

So all these things together amounted to a great day. And now, on to what the next day brings...

the sholer shire

DAVID AND I ARE BUYING A HOUSE!

That's our big news. And yes, it's ridiculous that I'm just posting this here now since we reserved the house in April, but better late than never right? To make a long story short, we were not at all expecting to buy a house this soon. We were thinking that we would start looking for a house maybe in a couple years. But David just happened to be at the KB Homes sales office at the right time, learned of a cancellation of a house in our price range, and we decided to snatch it up since it was such an amazing deal. Seriously, this was a toal God thing, such a blessing. I still can't even fully believe it. Like when we had to go to the KB home studio to pick out countertops and carpet and tile, it didn't feel like we were picking out things that were going to be in our very own house.

So the specs on the house....3 bedrooms, 2.5 bathrooms, a combined living room/dining room area, a good size kitchen, an attached garage, and a cozy (aka tiny) backyard. It's located in east Woodland, where all the new housing developments are going up, so that will make both of our commutes shorter...a huge plus. I'm just excited to be able to have more than 6 people over without feeling totally crammed. I'm excited to have a guest room to offer people to stay in when they come to visit us. I'm excited to have a separate room where we can put the computer in, so I can be online while David is asleep. And most of all, I'm excited to have a place of our own.

As the house goes through it's different building phases, I'll be posting more pictures. Here's a few pics of what our house looks like now!

Truly, madly, deeply

Kate's wedding was beautiful! It was so awesome to celebrate another one of my closest friends tying the knot....her and Chris were absolutely radiant the entire day, despite the rain. Of course, that would be the one day it would rain, but the photographer was great and got some really artsy shots of us with umbrellas! It was also really fun to get to know the rest of Kate's bridesmaids. The night before the wedding, Kate wanted to have 'girl time', so the six of us all cuddled up on a bed under a blanket and talked for hours, like we all grew up together (even though I had just met some people for the first time that weekend). It was something straight out of "Little Women". Overall, it was a fabulous weekend. David and I took a quick tour of downtown Santa Barbara and had one of the best meals we've had in a long time at Pascucci on Friday, we had a wonderful bridal luncheon and rehearsal dinner on Saturday, and of course, the wedding on Sunday. Pictures of the Kate and Chris Schwass weekend below:

Who would've though we'd all be married within one year of each other?

Some of the bridesmaids

Chillin with Mark and Ash at the rehearsal dinner
Awww, Kate is such a gorgeous bride!

Goin to the chapel

Kate's wedding is only a few days away! She got engaged right before my wedding, and it felt like her engagement was dragging on forever...and then the last two months flew by and she'll become Mrs. Schwass on Sunday--I'm so excited for her!!! David and I decided to make the occassion into a mini-vacation down to Santa Barbara, so we leave tomorrow and will be back on Monday. It'll be good to see Ashley and Mark, Amy, Susan, and of course, the newlyweds! Here's a pic of Kate and I from my bachelorette weekend in Laguna Beach last August (back before I was married and she was even engaged):

Slip slidin away

I went to ADX meeting yesterday, and it was a good time. But it does feel like the group has changed so much in a year, just with new faces and all. It's weird that in just a couple years, there won't be anyone in the group that was part of ADX the same time I was in the group....it will be a whole new era.

So after meeting, Laeya and Laura tried to convince me to participate in the "slip-n-slide" activities in their front yard. So after debating for a minute about whether I should go to the gym like I had planned or if I should ditch the gym for some slip-n-slide fun, I went with the most logical choice. The Walmart slip-n-slide of course!! I don't have the pictures yet, but until i get them, here's what we looked like (sort of, not really at all):

i heart harry

It's here! Two of my favorite things: Harry + broadway showtunes!

Sing us a song, you're the piano man

I first started playing piano when I entered 1st grade. I think that's where my love for music was born---playing "Hot Cross Buns" on a Casio keyboard. Several years later, my piano teachers would suggest that I train to play professionally, but I never wanted piano to become a job or an obligation. I just loved to play. So while several of my friends learned to play difficult classical pieces through the Suzuki method, which emphasizes repetition and memorization, I just played whatever I wanted: classical, new age, jazz, songs from Broadway and movies, etc.
I think just having the freedom to learn and play songs in my own way, instead of following a certain technique, really allowed me to connect with the music.
I stopped going to formal lessons in high school, and I definitely didn't play as much in college, since I was more into playing the guitar. But occasionally, I would get the urge to revisit certain songs, so I would get out the books of sheet music and start playing and realize that piano will always be my first love musically.
Now I'm waxing nostalgic here for a reason--I'm usually not this much of an emotional sap. My parents decided to sell their piano, and like Joni Mitchell sang "you don't know what you got till its gone". I mean, it makes sense, I didn't really come over to play that much and my mom wants their to be more space in the living room where the piano was. But now knowing that I won' t have anywhere to go play, when I do get the urge, is kind of sad. Fortunately, my parents were generous enough to give me the money they made from the piano...unfortunately, I think they under-sold it on Craigslist for $300. However, my parents said they would give me the money if I promised to put it towards a nice digital piano when David and I eventually move in to a house. So until then, maybe I'll just have to sneak into music stores with my sheet music and play a few tunes.

Here's a picture of the piano we had since I was 6: